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That run about killed me this morning.  But I have to get into shape. Also, if you can tell.. I’m doing Mustache May.  It’s for the kids.  Ya know, with cancer. There is unhappiness in this photo.. I go back to work tomorrow after being off for 14 days straight.  It has been wonderful. Now for breakfast.  Enjoy your Sunday.

That run about killed me this morning.  But I have to get into shape.

Also, if you can tell.. I’m doing Mustache May.  It’s for the kids.  Ya know, with cancer.

There is unhappiness in this photo.. I go back to work tomorrow after being off for 14 days straight.  It has been wonderful.

Now for breakfast.  Enjoy your Sunday.

Today has been a weird day for me…

I have just under a week before I go back to work.. and I may be winding down my days inside a hospital.

It has been a dream and passion for me since I have worked in the ER to pursue a better career in medicine.  I love medicine… I do.  It is tough and very challenging for all you people who are in it, no matter your title.

But there is an intriguing major out there and opportunity to pursue something that I have loved since I was a child.  And I may just take it.

I was never hardworking in school.. I played sports.. socialized.. partied.  Then I started working and grew up and that is a big part of my life and I own the fact that I work my ass off to have the things that I have and I take pride in my job.  That said… I have only finished what you would call an associate’s degree in science… so I have room to wiggle with my bachelor’s.

The university I attend offers a program which would change my career path totally and give me a great opportunity, at least I think it would be, to take on a challenging and demanding line of work and I could finish it fairly quick.  Quicker than my bachelor’s in biology and four more years of medical school.

These thoughts have consumed my entire day and taken me out of it totally.  

So… now we decide….. but what do we decide?  and how?

This Homeland Security major is pretty appealing.

I hate when I have those fucking nightmares.

I was only out for a couple hours.

I guess I was getting my REM sleep tonight…so much for that.

Recommendations Please

My vacation is coming up from April 22nd to May 5th.  I have whole 14 days away from the hospital.. and I am beyond excited.  I’m going to spend a few days in Charleston, SC and maybe Folly Beach.

But I need your help.  I just want to relax on this vacation… beach… beer… books.

So… any books that you all recommend me pick up before my trip?

I think I’ve finally decided on a location for my vacation.

It’s changed two or three times, but I think I finally decided.

I hope so anyway…

I was just talking about this tonight. And now it is all I can think about. I miss her. But what if she did come back?  I don’t think I would hesitate one bit. I would immediately have her back and it would probably go back to the same as it was before.  I could almost guarantee she would be less stressed.  And we both would be happier. Everything would go away. And that’s all I want. To feel normal.. whole…again. So I know exactly what would happen if the one that got away came back.

I was just talking about this tonight.

And now it is all I can think about.

I miss her.

But what if she did come back?  I don’t think I would hesitate one bit.

I would immediately have her back and it would probably go back to the same as it was before.  I could almost guarantee she would be less stressed.  And we both would be happier.

Everything would go away.

And that’s all I want.

To feel normal.. whole…again.

So I know exactly what would happen if the one that got away came back.

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Just registered for summer classes and one fall class.. because EKU has apparently stopped offering principles of biology.  So I decided to try to take Botany or Genetics and of course Genetics is full.  But I can’t take it anyway.

So for the summer I’m starting back with this chemistry bullshit.. third times a charm, right?

There’s a nice breeze in the OR tonight